Showing posts with label experience. Show all posts
Showing posts with label experience. Show all posts

Saturday, February 25, 2017

The hurt within the pain


That sad weird moment when people judge you because they sadly don't understand you.

What can I say other then you haven't walked a mile in my shoes and I honestly don't want you to because I don't want you to experience the pain that I've gone through the pain that I have to deal with or the debilitating pain that I go through on a daily basis emotionally, mentally and physically. 

Just know that I love you and that although you don't understand why I do what I do it's not okay to judge me or mistreat me or treat me like I am any less than you because it hurts me, I am human and have feelings too and like it hurts you when I'm doing something that you think is hurting me, please know in a way it is helping me, but it actually hurts me when you don't understand how it is helping me. 

Saturday, November 22, 2014

I'm going to change the world

One moment at a time, One person at a time ❤️


Have you ever thought you can change the world? Has it ever crossed your mind that you do make a difference on earth and you can make it a positive or a negative difference all according to your thoughts, words or actions. Our thoughts dictate our actions which dictate our future if our thoughts are not aligned with God and His word then our actions and future will reflect that of this world. I am lucky enough to have chosen to know better and therefore do better. You see me up there all the way to the right? See my big smile? Along with these sisters in love & Christ we are going to change the world. For generations and the generations to come in Jesus name! 🙏❤️

It is pretty clear to me that I am born to go around the world and preach the gospel. I must tell everyone about the good news, however I also recognize that before that can take place there is alot of changing and growing that must be done in my part. I need to be seeking GOD wholeheartedly non-stop 24/7, that way I can truly be renewed and transformed into the butterfly He has called me to be.

Sunday, October 26, 2014

How I love you ❤️




I love The Lord because he has heard my voice, my cries, my pleas

plea
plē/
noun
plural noun: pleas
1. a request made in an urgent and emotional manner.
"he made a dramatic plea for disarmament"
synonyms: appeal, entreaty, supplication, petition, request, call, suit, solicitation
"a plea for aid"
a claim that a circumstance means that one should not be blamed for or should not be forced to do something.
"her plea of a headache was not entirely false"
synonyms: claim, explanation, defense, justification;

Origin

Middle English (in the sense ‘lawsuit’): from Old French plait, plaid ‘agreement, discussion,’ from Latin placitum ‘a decree,’ neuter past participle of placere ‘to please.’

for mercy. Because he inclined (wanting to do something or likely to do something. : having an interest in or a talent for something. : having a slope) his ear to me, therefore I will call on him as long as I live. The snares of death encompassed (surround and have or hold within.
synonyms: surround, enclose, encircle, circumscribe, bound, border;
synonyms: cover, embrace, include, incorporate, take in, contain, comprise, involve, deal with) me; the pangs of Sheol laid hold on me; I suffered distress and anguish.

dis·tress
dəˈstres/
noun
1. extreme anxiety, sorrow, or pain. "to his distress he saw that she was trembling"
synonyms: anguish, suffering, pain, agony, torment, heartache, heartbreak;

an·guish
ˈaNGɡwiSH/
noun

1. severe mental or physical pain or suffering. "she shut her eyes in anguish"
synonyms: agony, pain, torment, torture, suffering, distress, angst, misery, sorrow, grief, heartache, desolation, despair; literarydolor
"the anguish of losing her beloved child could only have been compounded by the killer's indifference"
antonyms: happiness

verb: anguish; 3rd person present: anguishes; past tense: anguished; past participle: anguished; gerund or present participle: anguishing

1. be extremely distressed about something. "he anguished over how to reply"

Origin

Middle English: via Old French from Latin angustia ‘tightness,’ (plural) ‘straits, distress,’ from angustus ‘narrow.’

Then I called on the name of the Lord: “O Lord, I pray, deliver my soul!”

Gracious is the Lord, and righteous; our God is merciful. The Lord preserves the simple; when I was brought low, he saved me.

Return, O my soul, to your rest; for the Lord has dealt bountifully with you. (Psalm 116:3-7 ESV)

Oh lord you are so good, so faithful so forgiving, so merciful. Thank you Lord ❤️ Beautiful day today with my parents and my recently moved in new home in Davie, Fl 🙌 Two Minutes away from my job, this is truly a blessing from you God. I'm sorry for not honoring you with it or taking care of it the way I should have. I promise that from today on I will stop spending money I don't have on things I shouldn't be. I will look for a doctor, I will get my insurance card and all my papers done. My parents came over but before they did of course I had to pick up the big huge mess I had in my beautiful home for the past month or so. It was really bad 😠😩 Thank God for my beautiful blessing Lensley ❤️😏 God is real! He knows what he does when he does it and how. He is really good to us guys! Don't give up, don't believe otherwise, there's only one God ❤️ Thank you father for allowing me to serve you and your kingdom and allowing me to be transformed in your image!

Tuesday, September 2, 2014

Blog check 1, 2, 1, 2


        I have always wanted to blog, I have always kept an online journal and a personal journal but I will now be intentional about sharing my day to day experiences and feelings emotions and what I go through as my life begins to continue now. I have a lot to share about God, my life, business, relationships, past and present, daily struggles with physical pain, parents, friends, life in general and how we can be victorious through all the trials that come our way because Jesus Christ overcame!